• Body and Mind

    A day at the breast clinic

    Last Wednesday was my appointment at the breast clinic. I had to be there by 8:30 am, which was probably the hardest part of the day since I am rather stuck on late hours at the moment. The Scientist took the day off work and drove me in, which is about when I realised I had forgotten the appointment card with information on how to find the clinic at the hospital. It’s a fairly big hospital that has bits added on over the years, so it can seem much like a maze. We parked in the parking deck near the hospital and walked across to one of the entries. The Scientist stopped and asked for directions from a woman in an office and then another guy happened along who had us follow him most of the way to the part of the building, which was very considerate. Once across to the correct wing, I started seeing signs and followed along until we arrived.

    There was a woman just ahead of me at reception and then I was given the clipboard with forms to complete before we got started. There was a television on one of the walls but it was at an awkward angle to continue watching while sitting there. It was mostly showing the tennis from the Australian Open. While there we saw that Venus Williams lost and then her sister won. After that I didn’t note a whole lot of what was happening. It must have been at least some time after 9am when I got called back to do the mammogram. I first was directed to a cubicle where I changed into a top that was easily accessible for what was to come. Then I waited in another area for a few minutes before being taken into the room. I was expecting it to be a more lengthy process than the screening but it was mostly a matter of doing a couple of images from one angle and then a couple more from two more angles. I think it came out to be about five in all and didn’t take all that long, aside from having to change around the machinery at bit. Before we started the technician showed the mammograms with the area of concern. The spot was very hard to see it on either image so I figure it must take quite a lot of practice to pick up some issues. After the mammogram, I went back to the main waiting area, which was now quite full. I was actually in the third intake of patients but I guess we all ended up out there together, many of us with partners.

    There was another wait, probably for about half an hour to 45 minutes, to see the doctor. She called me in and told me that the actual calcification was quite faint and it seems the close up mammogram didn’t change much. So they wanted me to have a biopsy just to be sure. She went through a few typical questions and explained a tiny bit about how it was done, then I was sent back to the waiting area. Then I was called back by the radiologist who told me the calcification really, really was hard to see and that there was a good chance they might not be able to get a sample in the biopsy. If that was the case, I was going to be recalled in a year to check everything. Then he went through a few more specifics of the procedure and had me sign a couple of things before I was back to the waiting room. There were at least a couple women ahead of me but if it took too long they would do it after lunch time.

    Speaking of lunch time, I was quite hungry by this stage, despite eating breakfast before leaving home. This wait seemed to take longer than the other ones but I did get called back before midday and was asked if I needed to go to the toilet as I’d be in there for forty-five minutes. I didn’t and we went into the room where the biopsies were done. I had to lie on my stomach on a table that had a rather largest hole in the middle. I knew there would be a hole but was surprised to see how large it was. I had to lie with one breast up to the side and the one being biopsied hanging down. I then had to make myself comfortable as I wasn’t supposed to move my head or arms. I took off my glasses and put them near my head since I couldn’t possibly keep face down. :)  From this angle, it was impossible to see anything that was happening and one woman stayed near my head to explain what was happening while it happened. There was some music playing in the background…some sort of jazz from what I recall. Lots of things were being opened from sealed packaging and eventually the area to be biopsied was swabbed. Then it was time for the local anesthetic, which I’d been told earlier might be really painful for a short while before it kicked in. I was dreading this part the most because it was quite painful when I had the endometrial biopsy last year. As it turns out, it didn’t hurt much more than having any other injection and soon I was about ready for the procedure. At various points through this process, some special mammogram images were done to make sure they had the right target. Then it was time for the actual procedure where a stereotactic vacuum extraction was done several times. The good thing about the calcification is it can be x-rayed after it’s taken to make sure they have the right material. I think they must have taken about four or five samples and then it was over. The wounds were covered with tape and a dressing and I was given instructions for no strenuous exercise or heavy lifting for three days. I was also warned there could be quite a bit of bruising, which was good since I wouldn’t have expected massive bruising from a small biopsy wound. I was soon allowed to go get dressed and then had to make an appointment for the next day to see the doctor about results.

    Which brings me to the surprise about having a follow up the next day after the nurse from Breast Screen saying I would have everything done and have results the same day. I don’t think I misunderstood and even clarified on the phone that it was all a one day thing. It did seem awfully unlikely to be getting biopsy results the same day so that part wasn’t too surprising. But with that information I had made plans for the next day and had to reschedule a visit from friends to Friday.

    Anyway, I finished up and we left the city and stopped along the way for me to get a bit of lunch before coming home.

  • Daily life

    No letter

    Since I was about forty years old, I’ve had a mammogram every year, usually in the last quarter. This year I got my reminder letter and I was able to make the appointment online instead of having to telephone. I had my mammogram on December 8th and I received the same information I get every year, advising that there may be delays in receiving my results due to the holiday period when they are closed. Normally I get my results in a fairly timely way despite this message and it’s always been clear. This time, however, I haven’t received results and it’s now over a month after the mammogram. Even with holiday closures, it seemed a bit long to wait. Last week I decided I would phone up if I hadn’t got a letter by today.

    No letter arrived and I called up the Breast Screen service and was eventually transferred to a nurse. I am not sure why I didn’t get a letter but I have been called back for further testing due to some calcification showing on my right breast. I now go in to the hospital clinic and will possibly spend the better part of a day having a full diagnostic mammogram and possibly an ultrasound and biopsy too. I won’t know until the day. My appointment is on the 28th and I have to be there for an 8:30am start.

    The rational part of me knows the chances are quite in my favor to have a benign result but the anxiety of the not-so-rational part of me is sure to rear its ugly head over the next couple of weeks while I wait for that appointment. Of course the rational part of me also considers that even if it’s not benign, the cancer will be caught early and early treatment will sort things out too. My mom’s breast cancer was found while she was in her early 40s, premenopausally, but since treatment she has been cancer free for decades. Should there be any cancer there, I can hope that I will have a similar outcome.

    Meanwhile, the rational side tells me to wait for the results of the further tests to worry. Thankfully, I will get the results of any and all tests on the day so my I won’t have to anxiously wait for more than a few hours to get more information. I suspect I will also be doing my own research into what calcification in breast tissue means too. :)

  • Daily life

    Hmmm

    Just noticed it’s exactly one month since my last post. It’s not like nothing has been happening in my world either. Haven’t taken time to take note of things, I guess.

    So in the last month:

    • I did eventually get my mammogram results back several days after they were supposed to arrive. By that time I had contacted the Breast Screen office and learned my results were normal and there were delays with posting letters.
    • Christmas turned out to be pretty good this year with a nice family gathering for lunch that drifted into early evening. The boys were happy with their gifts and the nieces and nephew were pleased with theirs. It’s been quite a long time but I finally made a couple batches of chickpea and vegetable patties again this time. I hadn’t bothered in a while as it takes a lot time and effort to make them but I’m glad I put in the effort again.
    • Our air conditioner stopped cooling on December 29th, just before a long holiday weekend. Supposedly it required replacement of an expensive electronic part which couldn’t be obtained until the following week. We were fortunate to have the use of the fan during this time so that it was more comfortable to sleep at night. The morning after the new part was installed, we found the air conditioner was not operating at all, not even the fan. That expensive electronic part was sent back to be tested and eventually found to be working fine. Another part was found to be non-functioning and was finally replaced this week. We must also add the additional cost of two more fans to keep family members a bit more comfortable during this time. Fortunately last weekend was quite chilly and we didn’t need to run the fans at night.
    • My driver’s license was up for renewal this week and I was indecisive as to whether to bother about getting a photo done or not. (It was optional this time around.) I eventually chose not to do the photo and to renew online as I don’t usually require photo id all that often and do have my passports should I require one.
    • I made an appointment to give blood for the first time in over twenty years. I gave several times during my college years and once or twice afterwards. But since I’ve been in Australia, I haven’t gotten around to doing it. The big stumbling block is definitely the fact I have to make an appointment here instead of just turning up like I did back home. My appointment is set for Monday morning.
    • I think I’ve had two appointments with my physiotherapist this past month. Despite the exercises, my knee hasn’t improved all that much. I am being referred back to my doctor to see about further medical assessments, which I assume means some sort of imaging. Meanwhile, I get to do 15 rep sets of two different exercises twice daily now. The newest one is a squatting one, which I find quite unpleasant most of the time.
    • I discovered the delights of bubble tea last month and have been buying it two or three times a week for the past several weeks. I will have to start reducing this habit, though, as it’s not terribly compatible with my blood glucose levels…although it doesn’t seem to affect it as much as some other foods.

    I’m sure there’s more I could add to the list but will leave it at that. I do have some other posts I want to write soon about Lego Lover becoming a teenager last month and also about life with the puppies.

  • Daily life

    Time speeding past

    I just realized it’s now been a couple weeks since I last posted and it hardly seems like that at all. Must be the rush of the season this year.

    As of this weekend I became the owner of an iPhone on a postpaid plan. Turns out it is more cost effective to go this route than to buy it outright and pay for phone recharges. Plus I get a data allowance each month. Anyway, it’s been interesting to learn my way through the use of the phone. Except I have made a complete phone call as yet. Just checked it would ring through when I dialled. So far I have mostly used the camera with a couple of apps that I found. I’m having the most fun with the hipstamatic app, which uses filter to give photos a retro look. There are different “lenses” and “film” to try out on the app and you can shake the device to get random options with some interesting results. One benefit of this phone is it’s unlikely I would find myself with a dead battery as I tended to keep the iPod touch charged pretty easily. This does, however, go through the battery much faster and I will have to make sure I charge it daily. I suspect there is still a lot to learn about the features on this, since it’s markedly different from the ancient iPod touch.

    I had a freaky alert go off on my phone and iPad at midnight yesterday. It tried to persuade me that my recently deceased grandma had a birthday the next day. That would have been fine except her birthday was at the end of October. And my calendar has that listed twice (Outlook reinstall/sync issue). And there was definitely no alert about her birthday then. Or anyone else’s birthday for that matter. I have looked through all my calendars on the computer and can find no evidence elsewhere of this “event”. I’m sure I didn’t get an alert for this last year either. Anyway, I will just think of this as that freaky birthday alert and it will most likely remain a mystery.

    I’m still awaiting my mammogram results from almost two weeks ago. I’m supposed to have them by tomorrow so hopefully I will find them in the mailbox next time the mail arrives. I must admit to being a tad bit anxious at lack of news but my more rational side believes I would have been contacted by phone by now had there been any issues. Hopefully will be able to put my mind at ease when the mail next arrives.

    I’m sure I had something else to say but honestly can’t recall. Must mean it’s too late to be up writing and I should get to sleep soon.

  • Daily life

    A couple bits and pieces

    I’m still feeling a bit weird about my grandmother’s death but I imagine that is to be expected. In some ways it doesn’t feel very real to me yet. And that kind of makes it difficult to grieve in whatever way. It will probably take some time before it really sinks in since I’m so far removed from family.

    I went looking online for the local obituary and was dismayed to find the only one filled with all sorts of misspellings and other errors. To my knowledge this isn’t a full news service website as most obituaries will appear in a more regional paper. But I wasn’t able to find one in the usual place so I wonder if one appeared there or not. I’m sure my mother will get a copy of it if one was printed. Unfortunately the funeral home seems to be using the error-ridden one in its online guest book.

    I’m off for my annual mammogram tomorrow, which should be loads of fun. Actually, I’ve only had a pain while going through it once and that was over pretty quickly. The worst part is always the wait to receive the results, which usually come through the mail. I suspect I’d be contacted by phone should there be need for follow-up.