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Strange dreams
I’ve had some pretty bizarre dreams the past few days, many disturbing and some quite interesting.
I don’t recall the dream from two nights ago very well now but it seemed to revolve around a few family members who have already died. At one point in the dream my grandmother appeared, or I should say her presence was noted. The strange part of the dream was I was focused on the top of the line electric toothbrush she had in her bathroom. Whatever it was, it had all the bells and whistles included. I honestly couldn’t say anything specific about it though. Anyway, what’s particularly odd about the association is my grandmother had worn dentures for most of the years I knew her and thus didn’t use a toothbrush. That one was odd, bizarre but not bothersome.
In another point of the dream I was engaged in a conversation with a cousin who died several years ago. She was only three years older than me and she was 39 when she died so I guess that was about thirteen years ago. First of all it is weird to think that much time has passed since then. Anyway, Â we were talking and I mentioned to her that I missed both her parents, who have also died. They both died a few years after she died, so that was kind of weird. But within the dream I also said to her that she had also died, before her parents. So I was talking to a dead person within my dream. And it wasn’t like talking to a ghost or anything like that. She appeared quite substantial and it seemed almost normal to be speaking to her. That one was rather disturbing and I do wonder what triggered all that.
Last night was a different sort of disturbing with me falling asleep and immediately going into not so much a dream as an assault of disturbing images. I couldn’t say what they were but each time this happened I woke myself up. I must have not been quite asleep when the “dream” would start. I had other disturbances to my sleep, unrelated to dreams. I had a cough that started up and wouldn’t settle down so I got up and got a drink of water, sat up for a little while, then returned to bed. At another point, one of the dogs woke me and seemed to want to go out but then she didn’t. I don’t think I had much proper sleep for several hours.
Then towards the end of my sleep, I had a totally different sort of dream. It was a perfectly normal dream at the beginning with some normal sort of happenings mixed in with a few oddities, as happens often. At some point though, it seemed to shift into some sort of fantasy story, of the young adult/ older child sort, with children or teenagers involved in some sort of tasks. It seemed to progress quite nicely until there were obstacles place along the way by some less pleasant sort of character(s). Eventually I started to wake and couldn’t sustain what was happening so that was essentially the end of it. I must admit to liking this last dream far more than any of the others.
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Weirdness in a dream
As sometimes happens, I woke this morning after a series of strange dreams. I’m still contemplating one of the last ones as I have managed to remember some of its essence. But it’s the last one that has confounded me most, even though I only remember one part of it. In the dream I have somehow managed to grow garlic on a tree. It’s not even a matter of growing a tree of garlic either. It’s as though the garlic plant has been grown as in already grown  tree. At the end of the dream, I take a single clove from the garlic and another person in the dream does the same. After that, the branch it is growing on rises up out of reach, as though great weight has been lifted from it. The garlic is hanging off the tree, much as a spurball hangs off a sweet gum tree. Very bizarre stuff going on there. I have no idea what led to this part of the dream. It may well have been one where a totally new “story” abruptly starts in the middle of another one. Anyway, I woke up just after this bit. Perhaps my logical side was questioning its validity. :D
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It started with my dream
I woke up from a dream a couple days ago and remembered very little of it. But in part of the dream I ended up in an old discount department store, Zayre, that was popular in my childhood. I haven’t thought of the store in many, many years so it’s strange it would appear in my dream. I’m not even sure that really was the store in my dream. But the sign on the store was like the old neon Zayre signs in the 60’s and 70’s. So maybe something about the sign on the store triggered my memory of the store’s existence. I couldn’t really remember when Zayre disappeared from the landscape of my life so I went searching online as one does. I found out all I wanted to know and more. (This is the first website I found. There are several photos of old Zayre stores in the middle of the page with signs as in my dream.)  I discovered heaps of websites dedicated to old chain stores, be they department stores or grocery stores. And on the blogrolls of some of the websites were links to other similarly nostalgic websites. I’ve found it quite fascinating taking this stroll into the past because I read about many other stores that I’d also just as easily forgotten.
For example, what I consdered the local Target where I grew up actually started out as a Richway. And I knew it as Richway far more years than as a Target so it’s kind of interesting that I didn’t think about the fact it had been Richway most of my growing up years. I’d even forgotten that Richway was a discount offshoot of Rich’s department store in Atlanta. And apparently that store has now been taken over by Macy’s if I remember what I read correctly. Then there is the Treasure Island department/grocery hypermarket where my family shopped when we lived in Georgia. I think I only ever went to the one store but I have fond memories of ice cream treats from the front of that store. I was fairly certain it had closed down at some point but I also learned that the original Home Depots were housed in old Treasure Island stores not far from the one where we shopped. That’s where I learned that Eckerd drugs no longer exists because apparently Treasury drugs, which was part of the Treasure Island/Treasury chain, either bought it out or vice versa. And CVS eventually bought out the entire conglomerate. This kind of clears up my curiosity that there only seemed to be two standalone drug store chains while I was in Texas. I have strong memories of the Eckerd’s chain through most of my life before moving to Australia. I still have a box of Christmas ornaments that my family bought there thirty-five years ago. It was a ncie set of ornaments although most have broken over the years.
There were many more tidbits of information I learned while trawling through various websites. I ran across one on dead malls which I had run across once before. On that previous  occasion I discovered that Carolina Circle Mall in Greensboro, NC had closed many years ago. It’s not so much I had any particular attachment to the mall but it was one of the shopping centers I used to visit during my college and early work years so it was truly weird to think it had gone. I eventually even found a link to a website dedicated to that old mall started by a teenager who is now probably about twenty years old.  I read about the old Eastland Mall in Charlotte, which was the local hangout during my teenage years. It closed just a few weeks ago after many years of decline. I must admit that left me feeling very sad since I spent a lot of time there during my teenage years. I was aware of the mall closing because of a fan page created for it on Facebook. Otherwise I might very well have learned of its demise from the dead malls website. And today I found a website dedicated to Charlotte (NC) eateries that are no longer around. That made me sad, too, because I recognised many of them. And I’d even eaten at some of them.
It’s made me rather sad for the loss of such a diverse range of retail outlets as once existed. I know change is a fact of life. But it really seems as though the limit has nearly been reached for the smaller and/or weaker fish being swallowed up by the big fish so I wonder what happens next in the overall picture.
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Dreams
I cannot recall particular dream patterns I’ve had over the years but I think my recollection of dreams has been pretty varied throughout the years. I often go through a few days in a row where I recall many dreams then I don’t for a while. I’ve noticed a very specific trend in the last few months. I’ve been waking almost daily from very vivid dreams. I suppose that I just happen to be waking up within the same stage of sleep all the time. It’s just odd to me because I’ve never had this happen so consistently. Another aspect of these vivid dreams is that I can feel and recall them upon waking, but within a very short time frame, it’s gone from memory. What I do recall of the dreams is more of the mood and feelings involved. I know when the dream has been an interesting one and when it has been disturbing or pleasant, but other details seem to vanish within minutes of waking.